i feel so confused + conflicted
i have thought for a long long time i would go to college to study art and make it a career etc etc.. but lately ive been drawn more and more to studying pre-law and psychology ???
i feel almost as though im betraying a side of myself and i feel awful about it also i dont have the grades to go into pre-law this is so scary
IN CASE U WERE WONDERING I GOT ON A V GOOD MOCK TRIAL TEAM AND WE ARE CALLED DIONYSUS
i want to get rid of everything. i want my surroundings to reflect the way i feel . i need my sheets, pillowcases ,clothing, art, pots andd pans to keep up with the constant changes and shifting going on inside of me
only things keeping me going rn r mock trial and packing healthy school lunches